The YOU, you love so dearly.

Once again, being in love is not always about two people's eyes locked on each other and their fingers intertwined. It can be the YOU here and the YOU inside your heart. The adult YOU and the little YOU. Do not forget YOU exist in your life. The YOU, you love so dearly.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

If you cannot love yourself.

I write this with my eyes half-closed, just so you know that this adventure is not going to end yet. No, never. This is never gonna end, so brace yourself. Shower yourself with tons of love, because if you cannot love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Believe me, your happiness is on its way to you.

BELIEVE ME, YOUR HAPPINESS IS ON ITS WAY TO YOU. Actually happiness is there within you, if only you are brave enough to discover everything. Do not neglect your happiness for the sake of building other people's dreams. You deserve every bit of happiness inside your heart.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Remember, it takes sunshine and rain to make a rainbow.

CHIN UP. Remember, it takes sunshine and rain to make a rainbow. There would be no rainbows without sunshine and rain. Just sit and relax. Doing good deeds from your sincere heart will lead you to the most beautiful destination you cannot even imagine. Trust the process.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

People will always be like that.

NONSENSE. In front of you who do not have anybody by your side, they keep bragging day and night. They are not exactly your best friends then, if I could say. Do not think much about it, about them. People will always be like that. Full of themselves. Ignorant, arrogant.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Think of yourself as the center of the universe.

Think of yourself as the center of the universe, because it does not hurt anybody. Why bother belittling yourself over stupid conversation you had with your best friends at 3AM? They were just bragging about how rich, dazzling, thoughtful, and perfect their boyfriends are.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

You are always loved.

Life is meant to be enjoyed, Darling. Do not be scared of anything. Be scared of not being able to fall in love with yourself, than being scared of not being able to be loved. You are loved, now and forever. Do not ever question anyone's love for you. You are always loved.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Just live life your way, comfortably.

If you ever thought that you would never be in love again, just remember that you are born into this world not to please anyone, but yourself. Please yourself, love yourself. Say no to all the things that make you feel uncomfortable. JUST LIVE LIFE YOUR WAY, COMFORTABLY.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Keep caring, keep loving.

Sometimes there are stones thrown at you. Just know that, it is not because you do not deserve to be loved. It is not because no one loves you. It is all because life is a journey for you to discover. Keep walking, keep sensing. Keep caring, keep loving. You will be fine.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Just put your happiness above all else.

Well, the same goes for being in love with yourself. The YOU in here is YOU. Just think about all the good things that might happen in the future. Be happy, you are enough. That is all what I am gonna say. Stay true to yourself. JUST PUT YOUR HAPPINESS ABOVE ALL ELSE.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Being in love is fun.

Being in love is fun. I bet, it is. You can feel all the butterflies inside your stomach. You can feel your heartbeat becomes one with the wind. Your adrenaline makes the heart beats faster, so you may find your pulse racing when just thinking about your lover. It is fun.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

If you do not love yourself.

It was very wrong. And now I realized everything. I need to stay strong for myself. I need to take care of myself first before having anyone cares about me. You know, if you do not love yourself, you will always be chasing after people who do not love you either.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

I will never ever love again.

There was one time in the past, I told myself, "I will never ever love again," just because I was so desperate to make people love me, while I have not done anything for myself. I did not feel happy with myself. I kept on comparing myself to others. I was trapped and lost.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Stand by my side when everybody leaves.

Stand by my side when everybody leaves.

Stay here forever when I become hopeless.

Lean on me, when you are not strong.

These are the blue mantra, say them.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Help me fix my crown when it is about to fall.

Do not be so hard on me. Do not push me away just to make me learn how to fly, all by myself. All alone. I still need mama's hands to caress and comb my hair. I still need papa's hands to tap and rub my back. Help me fix my crown when it is about to fall. I beg you.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

I am actually just a crumpled paper that dreams to be a blue butterfly.

I was wrong when I lied to you. Lying about having no intention to move forward. Lying about being so strong, when I am actually just a crumpled paper that dreams to be a blue butterfly, trying to fly with her broken wings. I am just a daddy's little girl, after all.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Have you ever let me choose?

It hurts when you always disapprove, I said.

It hurts when you keep avoiding me, I said.

Have you ever let me dream? I asked.

Have you ever let me choose? I asked.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

I might never be enough, nor do I think I am perfect.

Respect whatever decision I am gonna make in the future, is the only thing you have to do right now. Trust me. Is that so hard? I know, very well, that I might never be enough, nor do I think I am perfect. I am sorry for being so far away from what you called perfect.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Living life is not as easy as breathing.

Take it easy. Easy on me. Raising your voice is not gonna make me smart. Pampering me with your love is not gonna make me perfect. Staying in silence always drives me crazy, but I am here to follow my dreams, in my way, because living life is not as easy as breathing.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Only fools wait for their fates.

Only fools wait for their fates, my mama said.

Only kids stay where you are, my papa said.

You are not preparing for a war, my mama said.

You are just wandering around, my papa said.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

If I can use a yacht, why the hell I need to swim?

Hey, listen.

I am staying here to think more clearly, to settle down the storms, so that I can reach the destination with a yacht. I do not do swimming. It is not like I can not swim, it is just, I do not want to swim. If I can use a yacht, why the hell I need to swim?

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Who says I am standing here just to watch everyone swimming?

You and I, are in the same team. We fight for what we think is right for our lives. For ourselves. So, tell them all. Who says I do not have goals? Who says I have no passion? Who says I could not do anything? Who says I am standing here just to watch everyone swimming?

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Break a leg, or break their legs.

You want to, because they said you could not.

You want to, because they said you would fall.

Break a leg, or break their legs.

Be the captain, or sink their ships.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

The only thing you want to believe is just your heart.

The only thing you want to believe is just your heart. Well, you have the right to stay with what you think is right for your life, or play with what they think is the best for you. But, one thing for sure, make sure to do it because you can. You can, because you want to.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

You probably end up arriving in hell.

The urge to keep pondering is higher than your height. You never want to try walking on something fragile. Something that you do not even believe will end up well. Because you know, if one day you have the guts to start crawling, you probably end up arriving in hell.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

They are disgusting, you said.

They are running, your mama said.

They are growing, your papa said.

They are dreaming, you said.

They are disgusting, you said.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

Nowhere, no destination.

Have you ever felt like everyone is running towards something? Yet, you are the one who sits down with no intention of leaving anywhere. Nowhere, no destination. No place would accept you because you are nothing. You are just an autumn leaf falling from the tree. Delicate.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

You are left out, no offense.

Have you ever felt like the world is spinning around you? Yet, you are the one who are left behind, not even moving an inch from where you are right now. You choose to just wait on the corner of the street, watching them as they glow brightly. You are left out, no offense.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.