What would feel really good to be honest about?

What would feel really good to be honest about?

That I will stay by his side for as long as I can. No matter what it takes, no matter how long it takes, I'll try my best to always be there for him. I'll be the brightest light to his darkest days, in hopes that I can give him long hugs when we meet; telling him I'm proud of him.

Dear you, knowing you has brought me so much joy and happiness. This year I've collected my minds and thoughts, thinking that maybe love is not meant for me yet. Thus, I bring myself to work harder to reach my dream, to be a better person, and to be someone I can be proud of.

But suddenly you came; making me feel seen, appreciated, and loved. That's more than just a reason to fight for us. You put my happiness first more than yours. You care when no one does. You respect me for who I am and want others to do the same. You, you are very special to me.

You make me so happy I could cry. Through all the conversations we had, I know for sure that you try to love me right by making sure I feel safe and comfortable with you, and that's something I would't dare to ask for in any other men. You are different. You are important to me.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

There is no reason to believe that love cannot find you.

Don't worry so much about love.

Don't worry so much about who's going to love you, or how they're going to love you, or when you're going to find love.

Love is the most infinite and effortless presence in this world. It's found in the tiny crevices of human nature; in the way flowers bloom and in the way birds always have enough food to eat. It's found in hospital rooms, and grocery stores, in home cooked meals, and in the smiles of passing stangers. Love is the music you listen to, and in the jokes you make, and it's in the way you always return home for the holidays. Love is "are you okay?" and "did you get enough sleep?" and "I am proud of you" and "I hope you sleep well tonight."

Love is the way your heart beats every day, and how your body wakes up every morning, and how your soul continues to exist so freely

You don't need to worry about love. It is all around you, every day, in every moment. It can reach you at your best and it will meet you at your worst. There is no force in this world stronger than love.

There is no reason to believe that love cannot find you.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

How to know someone is here to stay.

How to know someone is here to stay:

You don't. There is no test, there is no gauge, and there is no formula that can predict whether someone stays in your life forever. You can look and see if your zodiac signs are compatible, you can compare love languages, you can sign marriage licenses and say your vows in front of a hundred people. You can get matching tattoos, you can cross pinkies, you can make pact after pact after pact, but none of this can truly guarantee that a relationship will last.

But you can hope it does. You can hope they stay. You can hope you want to stick around, too. Because if you really think about it, love is simply a commitment to continue hoping. To continue doing your best. To continue forgiving. To continue laughing. To continue staying. So yes, nothing is certain, and sometimes this fact aches. But forever shouldn't be the goal in loving anyway. It should just be to love. And to hope.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.