890 ㅡ You learn the meaning of unconditional love.

You learn the meaning of unconditional love. You saw your mother sacrifice her time, health and youth for you and your siblings, yet she never complained or gloated about how much she is suffering or how much she is doing. She always had a smile on her face and was happily giving more and more of herself. She taught you what selfless and unconditional love looks like, and you know you won't be able to find that love anywhere else.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

889 ㅡ 7 things I am thankful for.

7 things I am thankful for:

1. I am thankful for the people who showed me love when I wasn't very good at loving myself. Them accepting me was the start of me accepting myself.

2. I am thankful for the people who helped and taught me things when they didn't have anything to gain. They taught me graciousness and I would never have grown as much as I did without them.

3. I am thankful for the online community I have. People I do not know but are so supportive and encouraging. They accept me for me and what I have to say.

4. I am thankful for all the people I have met in my journey of self-discovery and self-love. People who showed me that I wasn't alone in my journey of wanting to leave. They inspired me to keep going.

5. I am thankful for all the opportunities I can see ahead of me. I know it can change my life if I could just follow through with it.

6. I am thankful that I am still alive, and I still have a long path ahead to move forward in.

7. I am thankful that the idea of the future still excites me. It gives me motivation every day to keep going.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

888 ㅡ You pretty much learn how to be super woman.

You learn the value of independence. You don't need a man to save you or anyone to take care of you. You learn by example that you are capable of living a full and happy life without having to share it with someone else. You learn that you can build a home, raise kids, cook, and do the dishes all while having a thriving career. You pretty much learn how to be super woman.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

887 ㅡ Here's a quick check-in for June.

Here's a quick check-in for June:

1. We are now in the 6th month of the year. We said we would make 2026 a great year. Keep sticking through the things you said you would do. Don't fall off.

2. Stop trying to please other people. Work on your own priorities first. You can still be nice when you finish your to-do's and have some extra time.

3. Nothing is going to change if you sit around and wait. Get your ass up.

4. It's okay if you fall off sometimes. We are not perfect. Stop dwelling in the past. Now get back up.

5. Put away your phone. Stop picking up the next distraction. Go sit on your couch. Literally just for 10 minutes. Now think about where you are in life and where you want to be. Think about what you're doing and where you will be if you keep repeating what you are doing. What do you need? Do you need change or do you need consistency?

6. Do what is best for you and do your best at what you do. Repeat this in your head over and over again.

7. June is the 6th month of the year. We are on a mission to make 2026 a great year. Don't fall off.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

886 ㅡ You deserve someone who's afraid of losing you.

You deserve to remember what it feels like to be with someone who's afraid of losing you. Someone who does their best to make sure that you'll always remain in their life because it would be incomplete without you.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

885 ㅡToxic mindsets.

Toxic mindsets are beliefs about our lives or ourselves that we develop from unfavorable circumstances, traumas, unresolved childhood issues, and failure. We start developing these mindsets and they grow with us if we don't treat them right away. They have the power to ruin our lives or hold us back from living the life we want or achieving our goals.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

884 ㅡ Someone who's terrified of losing you.

You deserve to fall in love with someone who doesn't want to break your heart or play with it. You deserve someone who can remind you that love is not a game, that everyone who ever played you was the real loser. You deserve someone who's terrified of losing you.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

883 ㅡ 3 things life taught me.

3 things life taught me:

1. You are responsible for your own life. Whatever you want, you will have to work for it.

2. Money is not everything, but you will need to have enough to do what you want to do.

3. Try your best to be nice to everyone, but never let anyone take advantage of you.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

882 ㅡ To remember how special you really are.

You deserve to remember how special you really are; and always have been before you loved people who made you feel like you're ordinary. 

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

881 ㅡ 3 things to leave behind.

3 things to leave behind:

1. Leave behind situations you have outgrown. This is a natural process. If you force yourself to stay, you will end up feeling stuck.

2. Leave behind connections you no longer align with. People want different things and people grow apart in the process of seeking those things. Find the ones that align with you.

3. Leave behind energy that you do not want to reciprocate. Stop giving your energy to things that make you feel like shit.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

880 ㅡ To find someone who never gets enough of you.

You deserve to find someone who never gets enough of you; and reminds you that there is no such thing as loving too much because they're willing to love you just as much, and maybe more.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

879 ㅡ How to get better at something.

How to get better at something:

1. Embrace the fact that you are not good at the thing you want to be good at. Or at least, not yet.

2. Everyone starts from 0. To be good at something, you first need to start. And right here is a good place to start.

3. Stop comparing yourself to someone else's process. Maybe they are better than you. Maybe they are not. It literally does not matter. This race is yours and yours alone.

4. Start. But this time, actually start.

5. Keep doing what you know you gotta do. Keep doing what you know you gotta do. Keep doing what you know you gotta do.

6. Intensity is not important. Being good at something does not mean going from 0 to 100 very quickly.

7. Consistency is important. It does not matter how little or how much you do. It matters that you do it every day, or as often as you can.

8. The most important days are the days where you don't feel like doing it. It is easy to do something when you feel like doing it, but the days where you don't want to, and still do it because you know you need to, are the days that change everything. If you can still move forward even when everything around is holding you back, you will be unstoppable.

9. Keep doing what you know you gotta do.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

878 ㅡ To remember everything you knew about love.

You deserve to remember everything you knew about love; before you fell in love with those who made you forget. You deserve to remember that you were never the problem, that you've always been too much for the wrong ones.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

877 ㅡ I was a child when I wanted to leave.

I was a child when I wanted to leave. I always wanted to live anywhere in the world. I just wanted to get out of here.

Fifteen year old me couldn't do shit, didn't know shit. All I knew was that I didn't want to spend my life in this box. There is a big world out there and I want to see it.

The process feels like a long time when your day to day looks the same. Someday I will make it out. Life is not meant to be lived in one place.

Time takes time, and it's funny when I think about it sometimes how that one little idea you had when you were a kid becomes a part of you when you grow up permanently.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

876 ㅡ The conversations with the right people.

There are some things in life so beautiful that you can do over and over again without ever getting sick of it. Like that cup of coffee, you drink every morning without fail, or how fascinating it feels every time you see the sky turn into pretty colors, or the conversations you have with the right people. The people you can talk to about anything at any time and you just never seem to run out of things to talk about.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

875 ㅡ I know this sounds fake.

I know this sounds fake, but your life really can be whatever the heck you want it to be. It starts from eliminating the things you've been repeating but you don't even care about it anymore. Eliminate people you no longer want to hang out with. Eliminate eating foods that make you feel like shit after. Eliminate that job you've been wanting to quit for months. Start doing things that you've never done before. Otherwise, your life will never change. Try out your idea of making art and selling it on the internet. Book that flight ticket to the place you've always wanted to visit. Move to a new city. Sign up for a course. Reach out to that person you like, but talked yourself out of saying hi. It's all an accumulation of not doing the things you dislike and doing more little things that makes you excited. If you keep doing that, your life will slowly become what you want.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

874 ㅡ This is the mistake you're making.

This is the mistake you're making. You're focusing too much on your backup plan and too little on what actually makes you happy. You're letting the opinion of others dictate your life when they are just supposed to be mere guidelines. You're giving in to your irrational fears. Things you know are simply not as scary as they seem, if you would just give yourself some time to think deeply and process them. At the end of the day, you've got one life. You can either spend it telling yourself to wait a little longer before you try out the things you have in mind, or you can actually go out and do your best to live it.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

873 ㅡ On a search to find out what existing means.

People are too caught up with other people's problems, and too little attention spent on what gives them fulfillment.

If something inspires you, you would immediately know and you wouldn't have to tell yourself that. When you have to convince yourself that this is what you want, then you definitely know it's not what you actually want.

On a search to find out what existing means, it seems to me that there is no bigger purpose than simply enjoying the moment you're in.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

872 ㅡ Nothing makes sense and nothing has to.

Writing little pieces of notes helps to keep my sanity. 

Going through cycles of the people you love and the ones that love you, mismatched. It is the hardest thing to let go until you find the next thing that excites you, and in the end you finally can forget all about it.

I've been around the world and back, and it's funny how simplicity is still what I yearn for the most. Nothing makes sense and nothing has to, if you stop adding questions to your existence.

It is when you are most vulnerable that you learn everything about yourself. Too many people I know has found fake meaning, preaching about the lessons they learned while they avoid all the difficult questions.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.

871 ㅡ At least I'm no longer disappointed.

I remember the day I realized that I don't need anyone. I have myself and that is enough for me to make all the good I want happen for myself.

Disappointments come from expectations. I wondered for a long time if I was asking for too much, although the thought of that felt comical for someone who lived their entire life feeling like everything was missing.

The day I realized I don't need anyone, I exchanged disappointments for loneliness. I chased after what I want and achieved it all alone with no one to celebrate with.

But hey, at least I'm no longer disappointed.

I know life isn't meant for you to do it all on your own, but let me bask in it a little longer. I'd still very much rather take in this emptiness than have to ache anymore.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.