764 ㅡ You are never really going to figure it out.

Here's what they don't tell you—you are never really going to figure it out. You are never going to figure out the world, or why the things that happened to you happened, or how to ensure that your future is faultless. You are never going to figure out how to perfect your existence, because it was never meant to be perfected. Instead, you will figure out how to move forward, day by day. You will figure out what kind of breakfast you like in the morning and what kind of people you want by your side. You will figure out the places that make your soul feel at home, and sometimes those places will be human beings. You will figure out what ignites your passion, the things that you could see yourself doing every single day for ten, or twenty, or thirty years. You will figure out how to say no and how to stand up for yourself. You will figure out how to forgive and let go. You will figure out exactly how you like to take your coffee. You will figure out how to walk away, how to heal. You will figure out how to live with yourself, how to be your own companion. You will figure out how to be kind to even the most broken parts of yourself. See, you will figure out how to embrace life. How to truly accept it as it comes.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.