Pathetic.

I am sorry for putting such burden on your shoulders. I should have never placed my fragile heart in the hand of a certified liar like you. I cannot believe all the shame you have given me. All the dreams that could never be true, unless I am sleeping. Unless I am crying.

I thought there was something between us. Something invisible called love, meanwhile it was just a breezy wind passing by. As time goes by, you have forgotten about me and we are now just exactly like strangers. I would say, "Hi," and you would answer, "Hello."

Pathetic.

Do not count how many times I have said I thought, because it is true that all of these are just my imaginary love story. It is never real. I cannot touch neither you nor the love. How could I become so brainless that I could not define between the real and the liar? Fuck.

Things change, you said. Yeah, things have changed. Now I know what to do. I will not be waiting any longer in this coldest place of ours. Not ours, mine. I will not be willing to sacrifice any more minute just for you. I will not be looking for the love inside your heart.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.