To all the bullshits I keep on eating.

Do you think that all I can do is just wait? Yes, it is honestly true. I have been waiting all my life. I have never been able to choose what I want to do in my life. I have to follow thousands of leads until I reach the destination everybody wants me to be. I can wait.

I can wait for as long as you want. Trust me, at first, I thought this journey was worth every chronic pain. I thought you were The One whom really should be in my life. I have sacrificed lots of things, just to be where I am. But, I have not dealt with my feelings yet.

If you wanna know how I am doing right now, just come here, show up in front of me, and you will see how miserable I am, waiting for a nonsense to happen. To all the bullshits I keep on eating all these years, let me just spit them out one by one, so you know you are a jerk.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.