Do not love me.

All I can do is just replying to your messages, yet you developed feelings already.

Ah, is this question for me, or for you?

Well, I do not understand either. But, do not love me. Do not care about me. Do not involve yourself in my life. We are just friends.

I have decided that we cannot be together, although I truly want a happily ever after ending, which is somehow I can imagine it happens with you inside. But, it is just a dream. I do not dare myself to face the truth. I cannot face the life when you are around anymore.

I am scared that I cannot commit to you when I need to. I know how comfortable it is when we are together. I know how caring you are even when I am not there by your side. But, that is it. We do not deserve each other. I cannot be with you.

I do not deserve such pure love from you. I do not deserve to meet someone caring like you. I do not deserve to be loved by you. I deserve to be left all alone, again and again, because that is who I am, that is how I used to live my life, that is how I break into pieces.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.