You don't deserve someone who makes you feel unloved.

Too many good hearts fall for that kind of people. Too many strong ones end up with people who use them. Too many loyal people get taken advantage of by someone who's unsure or still paying the field, but just because so many people are okay with it doesn't mean you have to accept it. You don't deserve to be someone's rebound. You shouldn't stay with someone knowing that they're thinking about someone else, and you definitely shouldn't stay hoping that you can make them forget. It's not your job, it never was and it never will be.

If this is what it comes down to, being with someone who treats you like a backup plan or being alone. Be alone. Be alone because the pain of being alone is a lot easier to handle than the pain of being with someone who doesn't see you, who neglects you, who doesn't care about you, who doesn't pay attention to your wants or needs and who doesn't understand when you're hurting or when you're upset. You don't deserve someone who makes you feel unloved. You don't deserve someone who is sometimes consistent, sometimes sweet, sometimes attentive, and the other times absent.

Sincerely yours,

Senjakala.